From 'Shooting an Elephant'

George Orwell

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            I had got to shoot the elephant. I had committed myself to doing it

            when I sent for the rifle. A sahib has got to act like a sahib; he has

            got to appear resolute, to know his own mind and do definite

            things. To come all that way, rifle in hand, with two thousand

5.         people marching at my heels, and then to trail feebly away, having

            done nothing – no, that was impossible. The crowd would laugh at

            me. And my whole life, every white man’s face in the East, was one

            long struggle not to be laughed at.

            But I did not want to shoot the elephant. I watched him beating his

10.       bunch of grass against his knees, with that preoccupied

            grandmotherly air that elephants have. It seemed to me that it

            would be murder to shoot him. At that age I was not squeamish

            about killing animals, but I had never shot an elephant and never

            wanted to. (Somehow it always seems worse to kill a large animal.)

15.       Besides, there was the beast’s owner to consider. Alive, the

            elephant was worth at least a hundred pounds; dead, he would only

            be worth the value of his tusks, five pounds, possibly. But I had got

            to act quickly. I turned to some experienced-looking Burmans who

            had been there when we arrived, and asked them how the elephant

20.       had been behaving. They all said the same thing: he took no notice

            of you if you left him alone, but he might charge if you went too

            close to him.

           It was perfectly clear to me what I ought to do. I ought to walk up

            to within, say, twenty-five yards of the elephant and test his

25.       behaviour. If he charged, I could shoot; if he took no notice of me, it

            would be safe to leave him until the mahout came back. But also I

            knew that I was going to do no such thing. I was a poor shot with a

            rifle and the ground was soft mud into which one would sink at

            every step. If the elephant charged and I missed him, I should have

30.       about as much chance as a toad under a steam-roller. But even

            then I was not thinking particularly of my own skin, only of the

            watchful yellow faces behind. For at that moment, with the crowd

            watching me, I was not afraid in the ordinary sense, as I would

            have been if I had been alone. A white man mustn’t be frightened in

35.       front of the “natives”; and so, in general, he isn’t frightened. The sole

            thought in my mind was that if anything went wrong those two

            thousand Burmans would see me pursued, caught, trampled on and

            reduced to a grinning corpse like the Indian up the hill. And if that

            happened it was quite probable that some of them would laugh.

40.      That would never do.

Guiding questions

-       How does the narrator express anxiety about his task?

-       The text extract is written. To what extent, and in what ways, is the language ‘closer to speech’? What is the effect?

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